Looking back.

If someone had told me this time last year how happy I would be now, I wouldn't have believed them. I was happy last year, sure. But this year is just different. I wake up every morning excited about life. I know something good is going to happen and I look forward to it. If someone had told me that I would be involved in a choir that is second best in the country, I probably would have laughed. Choir is my life, as nerdy as that sounds. I love it, I love the people, I love my director. Heck, I even love the freshman choir. They're so cute when they come to me for advice, or I get on myspace and see that like four of them have added me. It makes me feel like a positive influence when they come to me with advice on boys. I can't imagine a more beautiful life. Sure, my life is crazy. I work, I keep good grades, I study, I'm in choir, I'm president of Key Club, tons of stuff. But no matter how hectic my life is, I can't imagine that I could want it any other way. I know that I will go to sleep happy and wake up feeling the exact same way.