Have you ever had people that you thought were your friends? And you hung out together, had some of the same classes, and laughed at things you all though were funny? Then come to find out, they make fun of you behind your back, talk about you, and then sometimes make fun of you to your face and in front of all your other friends? I'm sure you have. I don't get why I keep these people around. Yeah, I make stupid jokes that no one laughs at. I can't dance. I can't help it. You don't have to point out my faults. I know I'm not very funny and I can't dance and a TON of other things. I don't need you to make fun of me. I don't even know why I keep you around. I just started to realize where I belong. And obviously, you're going to make fun of me no matter what. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of you sitting there, blatantly making fun of me. Then you turn around and say 'oh you know I was just kidding'. No, actually I didn't. I'm so tired of you and your condescending attitude toward me. I'm tired of you making me feel so unwanted. You make fun of me for knowing answers to things. I'm SO sorry I study and actually care about my grades. I want to do something with my life. I'm not gonna sit around here and do nothing. I have goals that I want to reach. So I'm growing up, studying, reaching, and moving on. Maybe you can do the growing up part. I love you, we've been best friends since 8th grade. But somehow, we seem to be moving at different maturity rates. We have to get along, but stop teasing me about how stupid I am, or how I can't dance. I know what I can't do, you do not have to point them out to me. There's much bigger things to worry about in life than my faults.
I do, however, have friends that stand by me through whatever. I know I can count on them. I know they're always there for me. I love them so much. So for those of you who have stuck by me, i love you. You mean so much. You know who you are.
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